For me, years ago, when I developed very fast, I was sure I will be a spiritual teacher. Years later, I realized this was just a story to create more self worth. Also realized how disfunctional I am. Ironically, teachers of mine urged me to teach, I mean spiritual topics like kundalini, which I resisted quite some, and still do. Right now more of those parts are getting online and permission to go out of the closet. Has been and is a long path. Not sure where it will lead, just sure that it wants to develop organically and out of genuine flow.
For me, years ago, when I developed very fast, I was sure I will be a spiritual teacher. Years later, I realized this was just a story to create more self worth. Also realized how disfunctional I am. Ironically, teachers of mine urged me to teach, I mean spiritual topics like kundalini, which I resisted quite some, and still do. Right now more of those parts are getting online and permission to go out of the closet. Has been and is a long path. Not sure where it will lead, just sure that it wants to develop organically and out of genuine flow.
What a biography you have. And from Wolf sanctuary to trader us also quite a change 🐺🤯
Glad you are not stopping to teach now, it would be quite a loss for your (future) tribe 🙏